Ugh, just Ugh.

So I have a couple things in today's post, some may understand, some may get confused.

So have you ever had that assignment in English that you have to write on demand and you just loose yourself in the writing? Hours could pass, minutes, seconds, and you don't know? You just write and when you look up, time passed? Ever had to write and you think you're writing for seconds and minutes have come and gone? I get that every time the teacher tells me to write, heck even the first time I had to write in her class, when I just gotten to the new school, I just wrote and finished first and I re-read and re-read, editing as I went and by then, my time was up. The teacher took one look and was glad I trusted her, when in reality, I trusted my writing, I had no clue what I was even writing, I just wrote.

The other thing I wanted to touch up on, why write and when write? I write because its a way to leave the life I'm in, but what if i didn't have this life, would I still write? Whenever I'm hurt, angry, annoyed, I always go and write. Today, I realized by making the guy who I like, and may be falling for, guilty then it hurts him. So I write when I realize things like that. I was hurt, so I wrote. I was happy, so I wrote. No matter what I feel, I write. I make my stories like my life, my experiences. I say writing is living, living is a necessity, writing is my necessity. Any of you guys feel that way?